Review by Ricardo Vieira Lisboa
The one that for once understood what is to recollect is kept for all eternity prisoner of just one and ever the same way to recall.
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Søren Kierkegaard
E Agora? Lembra-me is an enigma starting with the title. It deals with that doubt that goes along with the proceedings of remembering. The title of Joaquim Pinto’s film hides at least three possible meanings (that may be lost in translation): Lembra-me (remind me) as one asking himself – and his mind – to make a better effort to remember; Lembra-me (remember me) as one asking to be remembered by other after leaving; and Lembra-me (recall me) as one looking forward asks to those accompanying him to refresh the chosen path. Joaquim is fond of these multiple readings that the Portuguese language conveys since they all are in a way true to the film. By embracing the matter of the film’s title and the subject of memory, directing an auto-biographical film is in a way to oblige one’s memory to look at a certain period (in this case between 2011 and 2012 – the duration of Joaquim’s experimental treatment for HVC in Madrid which is the film’s leitmotiv) through the eye of what a camera saved. Maybe both Joaquim and Nuno Leonel (his husband and life partner) are at risk of being “kept for all eternity prisoner of just one and ever the same way to recall”. But if looking at the past is filtered by such a beautiful film as E Agora? Lembra-me then that memory’s rewriting may not so bad after all.
There is a couple of scenes (separated by a good portion of film) that shock us by their symbolic strength and their emotional power.
The first one is a dramatic close-up of a dying wasp. It contracts and shudders, moving its little legs in rapid and strong moves, it dances a spasmodic dance. Pinto decided to film this as a single and quite long shot choosing a jazz improvisation as soundtrack, converting the animal’s death into some kind of contemporary ballet. As the hangman who shakes his feet, the wasp also twitches. This shows us how the film, through it’s purely cinematic ways (in this case the use of the soundtrack), discovers beauty in the act of death, as if there is still something of creativeness in the most uncreative thing of all, death. On the one hand this segment works as a tool of self-interpretation: the film itself, as the wasp’s ballet, is a creative (last?) dying act. On the other hand, in the referred second scene, another wasp (is it the same? Resurrected?) – this time quite alive – attacks Nuno’s burger next to the Spanish clinic in the last day of treatment; when the side effects of all the drugs Joaquim had been taking start to dissipate. The wasp comes to life exactly when they find new hope (even if the treatment’s results are purposely left untold), and besides that it comes back famished. The film oscillates between these two points of view: the eminence of death and decay contrasting with the hopefulness and solar look – and not by accident one of the first images Pinto shows us is exactly his smile, rotting away due to the drugs he has to take…
Besides that there is an enormous variety of tones in E Agora? Lembra-me, the religious film, the kino-diary, passing through the political essay and the more traditional scientific documentary. The political tone is present in the way the film shows how two men can be a couple and live together, how one can live with the HIV and the HVC virus, how these diseases are nothing like chronic infections and that living with them is not easy nor peaceful – as some start to consider with the development of new and better drugs. This is a fundamental way to read the film, and besides that it something that the director wanted, “I had some things I wanted to say (most of them were cut off in the final editing) and one of them was to show people that one does not live well with AIDS or HVC , much the opposite, but more important than that is to start talking again about a subject that is no longer so talked about”.
In this way there is an interest in Joaquim Pinto’s cinema for filming the unseen. For instance, O Novo Testamento De Jesus Cristo Segundo João (The New Testament of Jesus Christ According to John, 2013) deals strongly with faith which is, by definition, believing in something that cannot be explained nor be shown – the text ends with an homage to those who, unlike Saint Thomas, believed in Jesus’ sanctity without seeing the wounds (see to believe/ver para crer said the saint; and Joaquim says in E Agora? want to believe/querer para crer). The film turns black, leaving us only Luís Miguel Cintra’s voice, since only without images one can look at the unseen. In the same way E Agora? tries to give image to something that has none (not even shape of color): a virus. Through this, one reaches the scientific and informative tone when, in a naife way, Joaquim goes to a virologist laboratory in search of a way to build a visual target for his (un)resignation (or when he films to the point of faintness body parts plaster models deformed by old illnesses).
Another thing which Joaquim Pinto and Nuno Leonel’s cinema is undoubtfully connected with is literature. Their films are filled with quotes: Ruy Belo opens E Agora?; Mário Cesariny ignites Sol Menor (2007); Dario Fo offers the title to Archangels Don’t Play Pinball (2014) – film composed of quotes by Alberto Caeiro (on of Pessoa’s heteronyms), Gottfried Wilhelm Leibniz and others; not forgetting Fim de Citação (End of Quote, 2013), a film about a theatre play made of exerts of various plays that Cornucópia Theatre Company brought to stage in the past 40 years; or even the already referred O Novo Testamento (besides all the musical and visual quotes – in E Agora? one can find for instance some references to the films in which Joaquim worked as sound director). These elements may work in a structure of building blocks – the film’s backbone – but also as additions, tangencies on the way of the (more or less) epic stories that they always seem to tell. Joaquim Pinto explained that “if there is one thing that I have learned with João César Monteiro (only one?) that is one must not be afraid of quotations, one has to accept and be proud of them”. If that is so, this directors’ work shows us how unafraid he is of his references.
Still concerning an overview of Joaquim Pinto’s work, sometimes his films are divided between a first phase, as a fiction director, and a later phase with several documentaries and other objects more difficult to classify.
I propose other division. If we want to keep with the binary understanding, instead of separating fiction from documentary maybe we should separate the sea and wind films from those of fire and earth. So notice, in the first category we would see films like Rabo de Peixe (2003) – dedicated to the life of a village of fishermen -, Surfavela (1996) – on a social integration project in Brazil that rescued kids from the favelas with surf – ou Uma Pedra no Bolso (1988) – a fiction film made of beach, sea, sun and summer love. On the other side we would have films like Onde Bate o Sol (1992) – about small minded people from the interior of Portugal and the forbidden love between a young boy from Lisbon and a rural worker –, Das Tripas Coração (1992) – the fire-film from a television series dedicated to four elements on the incestuous romance between two firefighters – and also E Agora? Lembra-me – that deals ever so often with the dry lands and the forest fires. And if we wanted to find an authorial recurrence in Joaquim and Nuno’s work it would have to be the physical work: from the hoe in Onde Bate o Sol to What now?, the fish line in Rabo de Peixe, the wooden spoon in Com Cuspe e Jeito se Bota no Cu do Sujeito (1998), and so on. But probably more important is the way this is understood in E Agora? when cinema itself is seen as a physical labor, a strength exercise, an artisanal work, something as close to daily life as watering the plants.
Back to the film we are about to see, there is a scene in E Agora? that seems to me as one of the most beautiful that any cinephile can see: Joaquim is in his room in almost total darkness and his voice tells us the story of himself as child when, one day after school, little Joaquim decided he should die. He lay in bed, closed his eyes and imagined himself abandoning his body and leaving. But maybe for some superior interference, maybe for a noise outside that sounded more present, little Joaquim’s eyes opened and due to a small perforation in the curtain, he saw on the opposite wall an inverted projection of the outside world. An accidental camera obscura had been created, a kind of proto-cinema. Marveled by the discovery little Joaquim would never want to die again. I ask myself if cinema is one of the reasons Joaquim Pinto has to keep going. It certainly is. His films are an example of how cinema can invade our lives, reshape them and give them new purposes. It also happens, for example, in Prima della rivoluzione (1964), when the only colored scene was the moment seen through a camera obscura – unlike in Joaquim’s where he thought the projection was in black and white – when all truth could be said since a projection does not respond (nor even listens); or in Andrei Rublev (1966)’s forest cabin projection that renews the way one looks at nature.
E Agora? Lembra-me is also one of the most touching love letters the film as ever written. How many films are there (and for that matter, how many directors, artists, men and women are there) capable of looking at the creation of the world by Francisco de Holanda, aetatibus mundi imagines, and find in-between the words that originated the universe, “Nuno” and “Love”? It’s as if Joaquim and Nuno’s love story had already been written, even before the existence of light or matter or anything at all. If this is not the most genuine form of love expression then I do not know what loving someone is.